hais jst chatted with her on phone sry it tis my fault for nt answering ur call sorry to say those hurtful words to you i didnt meant to hurt you cos i wanted to forget you hearing you cry on phone. it really hurts mine heart when i heard you cry. i didnt meant to say those word to you you yourself have a good bf who can take care of you ler i want you to love your boyfriend with all ur heart why mst when i wanted to forget you. you called me! as what i say what past is already past no point putting them in ur hearts do you belive in fate? maybe we no fate to be together ba i want to 4get you but nw i guess it hards alrdy. what i can say nw is that i m really tired of everythin ler really JON is damn tired of everythin nw ler he cant hold on any stronger ler he is badly hurt nw i guess no one can ever cure me liao ba he is going crazy he is getting weaker now he is no mre as strong as last time he cant hold on anymre i wanna drink beer now! i wanna go east coast park now! he feel so stressful now! he wish to be alone i guess off-in my phone n mia from everyone will be my best choice let me suffer tis pain alone